Death

Death is just as significant as Life. Cannot live without death around you. Cannot die without living. Its just something that happens.

My grandmother has passed and I cannot but feel the greatest sense of loss I have ever felt in my life. My Grandmother was the "trunk" of a beautiful tree with all her branches of family which have all broken. I guess it was fitting that she died in the middle of a horrible storm which caused many fallen trees and lots of places without power. A sense of chaos not only in the world but in our hearts. This sense of chaos and uneasiness will not pass in any amount of time.

I have only sad, depressing and angry things to say at the moment. I must stop writing because I am too tired to continue to hit delete.

I do not wish for death or fear it. I only hope that when death comes it comes fast and not at the choice of others.

My grandma was an amazingly strong woman. Of course with her faults... but she truly loved her family. I am inspired by my grandmas ways to love and connect with every one of her friends, neighbors, and family. This is the example I will hold myself to. Your life is what you make of it. I will try to live and love as deeply as my grandmother had lived.